Arms

Authors Note:  I was trying to think of ways to make some lyrics . These would be for the male to sing in his point of view.

In the song arms Christina Perri is trying to forget a guy. She is breaking up with him , but is saying she is still in love with him.  The chorus

 “I hope that you see right through my walls ,I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling - I'll never let a love get so close ,You put your arms around me and I'm home “

has all of her heart in it; this is what she is feeling.  The next lyrics are “The world is coming down on me , And I can't find a reason to be loved ,I never wanna leave you”. These are just saying she is scared he will find someone better than her. But have you even wondered what he was thinking?

These are what I would think the man , that she is singing to would be.

“ When you’re in my arms , I try to think clearly.

But when I put my arms around you I feel at home”,

I’m sure that he is just as sad ;then slowly fading away from each other  doesn’t he.

He would then say

“ Your weight is coming down on me , I love you forever , I would never leave you”

It would just make sense they are feeling like opposites.  He loves her and she is scared to fall for him.

The main statement lyrics are “I tried my best to never let you in to see the truth ,And I've never opened up ,I've never truly loved 'till you put your arms around me ,And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go “ . His lyrics would say “ I tried my be open to you , I always tell the truth for you , but when I put my arms around you , you stiffen up” , he also is scared she is slipping out of her arms.

I think that in the end they would end up getting over their differences. I also think that the man would finally see the light, and he will be able to be trust worthy and finally know all of the girls secrets. They will finally be seeing eye to eye ; finally be a real couple. 

I Miss You

Authors Note : Sometimes I wonder if my real dad, thinks I wonder how Klaire is doing? Or even I should call her up and ask how she’s doing. I mean does he even think of me as his daughter anymore?  I’m happy I’m out of his life but , what does he think of this situation? I wrote this poem for every girl that has had anything go wrong with family . Lost a parent ,someone near you; even a pet. This is as true as the sky being blue.

I miss the way you tucked me in when you got home from work.

I miss your mustache brushing against the top of my lip when you kissed me goodbye

But one thing I will never forget is you locking me in my room , for those long winter nights

Listening to me screaming for you to let me out

Not letting me call my mom , when I needed her the most

I hope that one day you can feel how I felt back then

When you love something or someone

But they walk out the front door ignoring you while you scream for them to come back

Cry yourself to sleep every night , wake up from nightmares with tears streaming down your face

Not being able to express your feeling for so long ; hold it all in , I dare you.

Hey have you had someone tell you they loved you and walked out?

No? I didn’t think so. That’s because I’m living with you, saying this to me

Over and Over again , On repeat In my brain

I find it hilarious that you can sit there and tell me you never meant to hurt me

You didn’t hurt me , you just ripped my heart in two .

But did I really deserve that?

Just keep laughing while I try and hide the fact my smile is fake

Every time your words have left your mouth , you never thought of how they would affect me

But guess what , you will never get inside my heart again

Now look who’s laughing

The best part is that you even left your own mother and father alone

Leaving me to be the only one to catch them from falling through the cracks

Until one day when you come prancing back in , stealing them from me too!

Have you done enough?

No , you decide that you are going to bring my step dad that has cared for me more than you ever did.

Into the mess you made

Not to mention my mom and sisters that don’t know any better than to comfort me when I cry over you

Try to be the only one with the last name Ledger in your family out of  5 Nerdahls.

You will never be allowed ,back in my life so don’t try

You will never talk to me again so I hope what you said made you feel good

You will never talk to my family again , don’t try or I promise to make your family split in a second

Turn around

Walk away

Say you love me one more time and don’t mean it

Hear my 4 year old scream for you to come back one more time

But don’t look back , because we all know you’re making a mistake

Oh and never will you have your family call me again its hard enough to let you slip out of my life

As much as I’d love to list everything you did to me

I have much more important things to do so

See You Later Gator

Remember that?

Our little saying that was only meant for us and only us to say

Not for you to pass on to your kids with the lady you call your wife

Do you even have any Idea what she put me through physically?

What about dragging me to my room by my ears

Screaming in my face , horrible things

I would just try and stay strong for the time given and say I will get out of here someday

But I guess staying strong doesn’t always work

I still think about you , for sure

Do you think of me ?

Do you even still love me?

Will I ever even see you again?

Probably not am I OK with that?

Yes , as long as I’m still you one and only princess

Love you , forever and always

Your Daughter

Cupcake

Authors Note :  This is a theme piece on the book “Cupcake” by Ann Putnem. Some people struggle with friendship and some are born popular. The theme of this piece is on friendship.

What I think about when walking through the halls are usually negative thoughts like “ Do I look ugly?”; “Who is looking at me?”. I mean who doesn’t? Girls or Boys, it’s all the same. But in the book “Cupcake” they are extra hard on themselves. Ann Putnem understands teenager life fully from classes, friend drama and even crushing on boys.  The author proves to readers  that you can always create a friendship , even if you start out as enemies.

Haley is being bullied , Amber is the bully. “I have to be strong for those who I love, they may not enjoy my over happiness but at least I’m not on mute. “  Amber and Haley , the perfect example of this  hate like friendship.  They have all the same classes , all the small aspects of making a friendship. But Haley is being bullied , by none other than Amber.   So these girls are all enemies, against each over and against the world. But drama what can it do to a friendship?

What happens when some type of drama comes up? I know when that type of thing happens I tend to stay out of it. But what happens when the person that bullies you stands up for you? Well this is what Amber did for Haley. Their hate relationship turns into sort of a friendship. But Haley being the smart girl she is becomes apprehensive. What are they going to do when drama comes crashing down on top of them?

That one boy you think about all day long; who gives you butterflies when he walks by. But you think “He is way to popular to notice me!” Well since Amber has connections then she gave Haley’s  number to that boy. Thanks to Amber, Haley starts dating him. Making the girls relationship very , very strong.  So how do you go from enemies to friends in only a month? Its only because they finally started seeing the inside of the person , instead of judging from the outside. Are we all cupcakes, perfect all around?

Also in the book “ Summer Nights” by Rose Pulher , Velma;  Fran start out as friends. But half way through the book. Fran starts to bully Velma , because she loves the boy that Fran likes.  But when a drama between friends start they have to be mature. When that’s all over they become friends again ; Not best friends , but are  very civil with each other.

In a cupcake there are many aspects. The hard outer shell , covered in frosting. The fluffy inside of the cupcake is baked just right. And the shiny pink tin , it is baked in. These are all things that make up a person too! When you are in your shell around new people , you are the top of the cupcake. A good person is always fluffy inside.  But when your mean to others , you are like that burn cupcake. The one nobody wants. “Cupcake” , we aren’t all perfect; sweetheart don’t put yourself down.